The Lady Takes a Lover

I don’t know whether I’m falling in love with his musical tastes or him.

About this groove:

beat i made with an african rumba track frm the 70s. n reversed that bitch.
I made this one in Africa, i had to use an old ass pc (windows xp too) with fl studio, my father has a lot of old congolese music from the 70s and 80s.
I picked this one, i have no ide what theyre saying its in lingala.
(made with fl studio 10)

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Been gone awhile reassessing/trial and erroring what I know about “love”. Seems all the major shit I needed to figure things out I knew in 5th grade. Oh and to hell with “maybe”. “Maybe” can go fuck itself :).

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If only I could just be like

“Look nigga, I got too many daddy and abandonment issues for this shit you pullin’! Do betta!”

…without coming off as a needy psycho, my life would be so much easier. Maybe.

This:

= the direct opposite of my childhood.

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Aww yeah. The Lady loves… The Lady loves! Merry Monday loved ones :).

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Counting breaths.

What does patience look like?

Is it a bitch with a tight face

And a selfish smile

that rouses to the torment of others?

Namely me.

Is she a hefty nurturing earth mother

Cautiously holding her child back from

on coming cars

bad chinese food

shitty relationships?

Who or whatever the fuck she is,

I’m tired of her.

Dealing with her is like counting your breaths until the day you die.

Unsettling torment

Exhaustive

Seemingly eternal

but you can’t to stop

cause you know that when you do

you stop.

I need her.

I don’t want her.

But I need her.

I need her.

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Sex without a healthy emotional connection is like receiving your entire caloric intake from Coca Cola. Sure, your belly’s full and you’re refreshed, but you’re still hungry as hell. I’ve had enough. I’m ready for the main course ;).

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