What does patience look like?
Is it a bitch with a tight face
And a selfish smile
that rouses to the torment of others?
Namely me.
Is she a hefty nurturing earth mother
Cautiously holding her child back from
on coming cars
bad chinese food
shitty relationships?
Who or whatever the fuck she is,
I’m tired of her.
Dealing with her is like counting your breaths until the day you die.
Unsettling torment
Exhaustive
Seemingly eternal
but you can’t to stop
cause you know that when you do
you stop.
I need her.
I don’t want her.
But I need her.
I need her.
