The Lady Takes a Lover

My heart doth erupt within my chest.

Mon, 13 May 2013 17:34:56 -0400

My heart doth erupt within my chest.

A lil diddy put together by the Fruit of my Womb for me on this...

Sun, 12 May 2013 19:35:35 -0400

A lil diddy put together by the Fruit of my Womb for me on this Mother’s Day 2013 :)

I don’t know whether I’m falling in love with his...

Sat, 06 Apr 2013 08:15:20 -0400

I don’t know whether I’m falling in love with his musical tastes or him.

About this groove:

beat i made with an african rumba track frm the 70s. n reversed that bitch.
I made this one in Africa, i had to use an old ass pc (windows xp too) with fl studio, my father has a lot of old congolese music from the 70s and 80s.
I picked this one, i have no ide what theyre saying its in lingala.
(made with fl studio 10)

My body is ...

Sun, 31 Mar 2013 17:46:22 -0400

A fine oiled machine it is not just sexual it is functional miraculous and PLUMP like a overly ripe...

kendrick lamar Oh to be able to realize the entirety of my...

Wed, 27 Mar 2013 03:21:37 -0400

kendrick lamar

Oh to be able to realize the entirety of my inappropriate feelings toward this youngin’.

She looked down, and for a fleeting moment was at peace with her...

Tue, 26 Mar 2013 03:48:16 -0400

She looked down, and for a fleeting moment was at peace with her fat knees and the needly toes she’d inherited from her mother.
#bodyimage #asis

There’s always this initial punch to the gut. The sting...

Wed, 20 Mar 2013 02:05:00 -0400

There’s always this initial punch to the gut. The sting when remembering the kind words … deep conversations … hot sex … dances that were too close, lasted too long, or both. Then the burn of “why not me?” … and if the gods are merciful the benediction of “but did you really wanna marry his ass tho.”

Staged reading this Friday and Saturday @6:30pm...

Thu, 14 Mar 2013 00:03:29 -0400

Staged reading this Friday and Saturday @6:30pm @thelightfactory! Electronic distraction highly encouraged ;) #newplay

humansofnewyork: LaGuardia Highschool Students: I’m going to...

Wed, 13 Mar 2013 02:10:00 -0400

humansofnewyork:

LaGuardia Highschool Students: I’m going to give a pop-up talk on the north stairs of Lincoln Center Plaza tomorrow at 4:30 PM. It will last about 30 minutes. General working title is: “Shit I Wish People Had Told Me When I Was A Teenager.”

This will include thoughts on how social media has transformed both the opportunities and challenges of being an artist. I’m not a believer in the One True Path, but I’ll tell you what worked for me.

Speaking of social networking & New York :) #TheSocialNetWorth by @therose92 #newplay

Ah the love that awaits me in the city shall be a great love....

Wed, 13 Mar 2013 02:00:20 -0400

Ah the love that awaits me in the city shall be a great love. Perhaps the greatest love of all <3

kinkythought: puerperia: A Queen! Pretty...

Tue, 12 Mar 2013 14:19:36 -0400

kinkythought:

puerperia:

A Queen! Pretty spirit!

thelingerieaddict:

fuckyeavanity:

most amazing words ever spoken.

Eartha Kitt, dropping some self-love realness.

this is everything. all of it.

yaaa aaa aaaa aaaasssss!!!

Bullshit text convo #179

Mon, 11 Mar 2013 23:53:50 -0400

Him: How are you feeling? Me: Anxious. Him: About Me: It's ny, [my kid], etc (Eighteen...

While you tellin’ me how: Awesome Beautiful N Talented I am This...

Sat, 09 Mar 2013 13:39:57 -0500

While you tellin’ me how:
Awesome
Beautiful
N
Talented
I am
This is all I see ^^^^^
This is how I see it
Through the fuct up lens
Of a childhood understanding of self
That had nothing to do with any thing
Real
But everything to do with
What “you” think of me
While my ability to like my self is planted
Firmly
In how “you”
Treat
Or don’t treat me
Adore
Or don’t adore me.
Or the worse
indifference.
Like you don’t give a damn
One way or
The other
If I exist.
Kinna makes me
Not want to.
But I know betta …

In the past year or so I’ve either willingly or by self...

Thu, 07 Mar 2013 01:48:31 -0500

In the past year or so I’ve either willingly or by self inflicted brute force had to discover the reasons behind my tendency to have dysfunctional relationships. It always boiled down to how I was wired/my initial “programming”.

For a while, it bummed me out. “If only I hadn’t been sexualized so early, maybe I wouldn’t see sex as a primary source for human connection.” or “if only my father, or any adult male for that matter, would have taken a healthy non-sexual consistent interest in me, maybe I wouldn’t seek out relationships with people who will surely disappointment me.”

I have been and at times can still be pretty disgruntled about my wiring and lay heavy blame at the feet of adults that caused me direct harm via sex abuse or indirect harm via neglect and/or not protecting me from harm. I sometimes find myself wishing to God I could have had anyone’s childhood but my own, although I know things for me could have been FAR worse.

Recently, While in the middle of a profound bitch/moan session about my wiring a dear friend said to me …

“Who said there was something ‘wrong’ with your wiring?! It is what it is. You wouldn’t be who you are without it.”

It was hard to hear, but exactly what I needed at that time … While I was perched securely on the pity pot.

Yes.

Thu, 07 Mar 2013 01:11:45 -0500

Yes.

"Some say Atlanta, some say New York, some say Paris, France but … Who knows where this flower..."

Thu, 07 Mar 2013 01:09:36 -0500

“Some say Atlanta, some say New York, some say Paris, France but … Who knows where this...

I love everything about this photoset The lack of condescension...

Sun, 03 Mar 2013 22:50:29 -0500

I love everything about this photoset

The lack of condescension in cultural sharing

The nonsexualization

The contextual foreignness of firm breasts in a society that doesn’t use bras

mmm hmm

Been gone awhile reassessing/trial and erroring what I know...

Sun, 03 Mar 2013 08:51:30 -0500

Been gone awhile reassessing/trial and erroring what I know about “love”. Seems all the major shit I needed to figure things out I knew in 5th grade. Oh and to hell with “maybe”. “Maybe” can go fuck itself :).

Questo’s top 50 Hip Hop Songs of All Time sans: Change the...

Mon, 17 Dec 2012 19:10:46 -0500

Questo’s top 50 Hip Hop Songs of All Time sans: Change the Style, Scenario (wtf?), and few others that were not on the spotify :( . ENJOY!

Oh yeah … This is what I was listening to in ‘92.

Sat, 01 Dec 2012 09:22:39 -0500

Oh yeah … This is what I was listening to in ‘92.